Wednesday, June 19, 2013

A nomad

I ever wonder if I am always just writing about the same thing. 

Girls. That's what I spend the majority of my time thinking and talking about, when not working or at school (And even then, I still think and talk about them). Obsessed? Probably. A good thing? Maybe. 
It's like this never-ending quest to find someone to love, someone to trust, someone to take care of. The ultimate best friend, who I want to spend every moment with. 

Who is she? What is she like? I ask myself that very consistently. Sometimes I feel like a scientist conducting an experiment with new specimens that I fancy as they cross their path. But the tricky part, is they have feelings and thoughts too. It is a two-way street, although the initial decision is really up to me if I want to drive down that street. And then what happens if you want to change the sceneary, or you're not a fan of the city? Leave, find a new one.

I feel like the nomad who wanders, trying to find a home, a place I can actually want to settle down. I'm tired of getting bored of cities after two weeks... it gets old. The good news, is that I am learning a lot about the type of city I want to help build.